Jelly Braclet Chart Color Meanings

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I live a state of perpetual anxiety and inner turmoil ....
I am always looking, fierce but unsuccessful, something, fun, excitement, thrills, satisfaction, feelings of true .... there is the famous hole in that devours me, draws us to himself all or almost , the latent melancholy that does not leave me in peace, yet it is not so, I know! I know that is not true and I can see from the outside who knows it is not so ...
A job that some say grudge in several freelance (cited Siren), friends galore, which very carefully on my part, I stay away .... bad! alas I do not believe in friendship even more ....
A friend of mine told me that I was living in a time of death and resurrection of my soul, I was past the point of maturity, without the aid of marriages, wives, children and so on ....
Well I do not know ...
I say that a person who lives 100 miles from me, just warms my heart to hear her speak ... maybe I understand more than anyone else, despite saying it is wrong, I smile because sometimes he is right to sell ....
I say that to hear someone close to themselves I do not think it means to love ...
I say to change airlines, change the people you pass out or because the weather is good but the novelty is attractive because the bonds are demeaning surface ...
I say that content is so unedifying, but I also believe that sooner or later I'll have to do it ....
not express what I'm saying that is falling apart inside and damaging more than hypocritical .....

CIA ....

Stomach Ache And Kidney Failure

Forever ....

Remember the beautiful moments of your childhood?
I do, in those moments you believe that this state of grace should last forever, maybe the first girlfriend, his eyes, or get along well with buddies while playing soccer ....
holidays with cousins, uncles ...
get bigger and you have the first happiness with women, even including a look and you seem to have grasped in an embrace the moon ....
the first emotions, feelings and sensations that fill your mind with the reach of first love, your heart beats a thousand butterflies in the stomach, think and hope it lasts forever ....
Nothing is forever, rhetorical and perhaps trivial, but very true ....
Why regret something you did ... why not live the situation one hundred percent ... why castrate emotionally, to be deprived of emotions, without a smile or a given received ... I think our life should be measured for the emotions it aroused and in the other, if we can give a fleeting moment of emotional ecstasy, a second of weightlessness burdensome and serious that is constantly present in today, mentally soar above the mediocrity and filth with which we do daily to excite a smile .... now there is so difficult?? make a person feel good just because you love her and not try to download their difficulties of living and their insecurities so that we can only feel lighter and make the lives of others more similar to ours ....
if the person who stands before you like, you're interested, why do not you tell him gently captivates you, what will be the answer ....
be possessed by the sadness, the melancholy, longing to use them as a means of pushing the waterfall empire of your feelings, not negative this too ..... nothing is forever ... so do not let the good times will flow in hands like sand in the wind without ever having tried to cry or laugh, and say I love you a second time to say I love you ....

CIA .......