Lania panting, before you begin to groan he turned and looked at the LCD clock radio on nightstand: 23 and 26. Did not have time to think about anything, swung around the head, movements of Dave over her had become more determined and rhythmic, the basin began to move at the same pace and with his fingers clenched two edges of the sheet. Dave now inhaling through the nose and exhale through the mouth, drops of sweat trickled dall'attaccatura of his hair, looked at his mouth slightly open Lania: she never said anything when they had sex and he was happy to follow his example. Her hair was plastered to his forehead. He was, immediately after she reached an orgasm with a little moan louder. He left the linen cloth and laid his hands on the nape of him folding his arms and kissed her lips, made him put on her, their sweaty skin contact. He looked at his blue eyes, the eyes of the one which had failed to prove so much pleasure, and thought there was only one way he could have ruined all: if he had told her he loved her, even with all of himself or his whole heart. He did not, they laid down side by side and then he smiled. 
"So, how to fuck before the oral exam of maturity?"
Lania laughed. "So, how to fuck before the oral exam of maturity?" "Actually you should ask today: how to make the final exams after a night of sex?"
"It's not a night of sex, it's not even midnight! Sorry but how many times you want it again? "
" If you're tired does not matter, "she teased so continuously.
"Okay. In a bit 'though. "
" Yeah, sure. "
"I'm serious!"
"Yes, believe it!"
After Dave had just closed my eyes and fell asleep. Lania went into the kitchen, drank a glass of water and realized that probably would not be able to sleep was really excited to review the next day, needless to deny the obvious. He looked at the piles of books on the dining table, sat down and leafed through them all: literature, physics, English ... Review of Paradise even a few steps. He was re-reading the notes of philosophy when Dave got out.
"You said you did not want to study tonight, nerd! Do you want to understand that both your percent did not you remove the no? "
" What time is it Dave? "
" Almost three. And where the fuck is over the night of sex? "
Lania looked up from her notebook and looked at him, naked in front of the refrigerator. He thought for a moment, then replied:
"Well, when you're right you're right!"
He got up and kissed him, pushing him against the glass door, cold against her back and her buttocks. He held her and made him standing there in the kitchen was short-lived, but she got the same and wondered if it were not for anxiety about the exam.
About five and a half Dave was awakened by the sunlight filtering through the blinds of the bedroom window of Lania, and she was beside him, asleep, naked and beautiful on the sheets, in the twilight. He went into the bathroom and got dressed, trying not to make noise before leaving barely resisted the temptation to wake her with a kiss, if he did he would probably insulted. He went out and forking scrap that vaguely resembled a bicycle went home.
was cold in the morning, even though it was July, the sky was clear, but gray, the streets were deserted. Dave leaned his bicycle against the wall next to the entrance of the building, went up on the second floor and opening the door was invaded by the strong smell that dominated throughout the apartment: alcohol. Did not have time to close it, which was also overwhelmed by the screams of his drunkenness altered mother.
"David! All night out! Without saying anything! You were still the bitch? Eh? You were on that bitch? Melanie called that bitch! I'm back and I found you and you were on that bitch?! So what? "
" No mom! It should be 'to sleep! "
" If your father were here you would see the! To you and that bitch! "
" Just now I Met Your Mother "
His mother was lying on the sofa in the living room, next to two empty bottles of vodka she had brought from outside, the house was disgusting, it was dirty and untidy. Dave took the two bottles and tossed in the trash, then looked around to find somewhere else and throw, empty or full it to be.
"What the fuck are you doing now? You have to go to work! Got it? And you also have to stop with that fucking bitch! "
" Mom is' Shut up! "Dave
changed quickly and went out while his mother was still screaming.
"Do not you dare talk to me like David! Do you understand? You must not talk like that! "
slammed the door behind her and leaned against it. Just could not go on like this, especially his mother could not go on like this, it is true, everyone is entitled to have their chances, but there is a limit to everything. He had stopped to think about to let off some steam, it was too early to go to work. Kicked a couple of pebbles, so he knew: it would continue, and perhaps as yet. Was repeated many times now that he could not go ahead and weeks had passed. He climbed back on the wreck while riding without a goal and scaled down the facts: she knew that her mother was an alcoholic, did not feel the need to drink, only felt the need to forget, alcohol was a way as any to drop the this for a few minutes. Soon it will be over in one way or another: Aunt Susie always repeated with his pessimism and his sense of guilt, and he was right. Retraced the journey of less than an hour before, and his thoughts flew elsewhere, then he thought that to Lania had said anything, not even a word about his family, but sooner or later he would speak him, after all, were almost three months they were together and she had not yet given up: it could not be just sex. Walker in another couple of lanes and then decided to go to work.
Lania left the school at noon, beaming. finally finished. He went home walking five feet off the ground, with his father who would not stop them questions. After explaining to all family members the full dynamics of the examination and had lunch, took the mountain of books that were left in the kitchen and hid them on a remote shelf in the library. Were only three books that came from nowhere, temporarily resting on the mantelpiece. The doorbell rang. It was Dave who just finished the morning shift came in search of good news. Let him in, he became thoughtful.
"So, how did it go?"
"Well, well. All what I expected. "
Lania his head somewhere else.
"Then you got the utmost, nerd! Saturday we go to celebrate? "
" Really ... "
" If we do no good another day. "
" Yes .. That is, no. Look Dave, we need to talk to us. "
" Lania, what happens? "
" Nothing, nothing, it's just, you know, soon I'll be at university, I believe that we should study more, then I'll always be involved in classes and maybe it's better if you talk I do it now rather than in a month or two ... "As he spoke
looked down and is twisted between the fingers a lock of long dark hair and wavy; Dave stared at her motionless with his eyes blacks, he understood immediately what he was going.
"... So I thought that it is better to stop now if I tell you to stay together instead of at the end of summer."
Dave turned his head, so it was over without a fight, a removal, a notice, and now if they came out with a speech so stupid to plant, had not even invented a more plausible excuse.
"And then we leave, we're not together anymore."
She was an idiot to repeat the concept in a loud voice, as if he did not understand. He put his hand over his hair still tousled from the race that had a bicycle. Now she looked up, her green eyes the ford, expressionless. Dave looked at that moment in her eyes to find his Lania, believing it to be different from the girl in front of him, she could not make a speech like that, could not leave it that way. Now he spoke without thinking.
"You do not love me, right?"
Lania stopped touching her hair, looking for the answer.
"I do not know if I love you, Dave. Is that ... "
" I love you Lania. "
She did not speak, she stepped back.
"Lania ..."
"No. I do not love you. "
Lania turned, he took her by the arm. She ripped violently from his hand and lost his balance, fell backward and struck his head on the sharp edge of the mantel vivo. His body fell helpless on the floor. Dave ran up to her, not moving. Dave could not speak, even to call it by name. The shock but had no reaction. He stared at her. A broken voice, so different, he found the strength to call the mother of Lania, but Dave does not already knew nothing of what was happening, had in mind only the image of Lania property.
few hours later he found himself seated on a chair in a hospital corridor, a woman coming toward him, he recognized only to the last: it was his mother, approached him.
"David. It is in intensive care. You'll see that everything will be fine. "
'll be fine. The phrase continued to resonate in your head long, light, together with another, stronger and more insistent: what did you do?
"It's not a night of sex, it's not even midnight! Sorry but how many times you want it again? "
" If you're tired does not matter, "she teased so continuously.
"Okay. In a bit 'though. "
" Yeah, sure. "
"I'm serious!"
"Yes, believe it!"
After Dave had just closed my eyes and fell asleep. Lania went into the kitchen, drank a glass of water and realized that probably would not be able to sleep was really excited to review the next day, needless to deny the obvious. He looked at the piles of books on the dining table, sat down and leafed through them all: literature, physics, English ... Review of Paradise even a few steps. He was re-reading the notes of philosophy when Dave got out.
"You said you did not want to study tonight, nerd! Do you want to understand that both your percent did not you remove the no? "
" What time is it Dave? "
" Almost three. And where the fuck is over the night of sex? "
Lania looked up from her notebook and looked at him, naked in front of the refrigerator. He thought for a moment, then replied:
"Well, when you're right you're right!"
He got up and kissed him, pushing him against the glass door, cold against her back and her buttocks. He held her and made him standing there in the kitchen was short-lived, but she got the same and wondered if it were not for anxiety about the exam.
About five and a half Dave was awakened by the sunlight filtering through the blinds of the bedroom window of Lania, and she was beside him, asleep, naked and beautiful on the sheets, in the twilight. He went into the bathroom and got dressed, trying not to make noise before leaving barely resisted the temptation to wake her with a kiss, if he did he would probably insulted. He went out and forking scrap that vaguely resembled a bicycle went home.
was cold in the morning, even though it was July, the sky was clear, but gray, the streets were deserted. Dave leaned his bicycle against the wall next to the entrance of the building, went up on the second floor and opening the door was invaded by the strong smell that dominated throughout the apartment: alcohol. Did not have time to close it, which was also overwhelmed by the screams of his drunkenness altered mother.
"David! All night out! Without saying anything! You were still the bitch? Eh? You were on that bitch? Melanie called that bitch! I'm back and I found you and you were on that bitch?! So what? "
" No mom! It should be 'to sleep! "
" If your father were here you would see the! To you and that bitch! "
" Just now I Met Your Mother "
His mother was lying on the sofa in the living room, next to two empty bottles of vodka she had brought from outside, the house was disgusting, it was dirty and untidy. Dave took the two bottles and tossed in the trash, then looked around to find somewhere else and throw, empty or full it to be.
"What the fuck are you doing now? You have to go to work! Got it? And you also have to stop with that fucking bitch! "
" Mom is' Shut up! "Dave
changed quickly and went out while his mother was still screaming.
"Do not you dare talk to me like David! Do you understand? You must not talk like that! "
slammed the door behind her and leaned against it. Just could not go on like this, especially his mother could not go on like this, it is true, everyone is entitled to have their chances, but there is a limit to everything. He had stopped to think about to let off some steam, it was too early to go to work. Kicked a couple of pebbles, so he knew: it would continue, and perhaps as yet. Was repeated many times now that he could not go ahead and weeks had passed. He climbed back on the wreck while riding without a goal and scaled down the facts: she knew that her mother was an alcoholic, did not feel the need to drink, only felt the need to forget, alcohol was a way as any to drop the this for a few minutes. Soon it will be over in one way or another: Aunt Susie always repeated with his pessimism and his sense of guilt, and he was right. Retraced the journey of less than an hour before, and his thoughts flew elsewhere, then he thought that to Lania had said anything, not even a word about his family, but sooner or later he would speak him, after all, were almost three months they were together and she had not yet given up: it could not be just sex. Walker in another couple of lanes and then decided to go to work.
Lania left the school at noon, beaming. finally finished. He went home walking five feet off the ground, with his father who would not stop them questions. After explaining to all family members the full dynamics of the examination and had lunch, took the mountain of books that were left in the kitchen and hid them on a remote shelf in the library. Were only three books that came from nowhere, temporarily resting on the mantelpiece. The doorbell rang. It was Dave who just finished the morning shift came in search of good news. Let him in, he became thoughtful.
"So, how did it go?"
"Well, well. All what I expected. "
Lania his head somewhere else.
"Then you got the utmost, nerd! Saturday we go to celebrate? "
" Really ... "
" If we do no good another day. "
" Yes .. That is, no. Look Dave, we need to talk to us. "
" Lania, what happens? "
" Nothing, nothing, it's just, you know, soon I'll be at university, I believe that we should study more, then I'll always be involved in classes and maybe it's better if you talk I do it now rather than in a month or two ... "As he spoke
looked down and is twisted between the fingers a lock of long dark hair and wavy; Dave stared at her motionless with his eyes blacks, he understood immediately what he was going.
"... So I thought that it is better to stop now if I tell you to stay together instead of at the end of summer."
Dave turned his head, so it was over without a fight, a removal, a notice, and now if they came out with a speech so stupid to plant, had not even invented a more plausible excuse.
"And then we leave, we're not together anymore."
She was an idiot to repeat the concept in a loud voice, as if he did not understand. He put his hand over his hair still tousled from the race that had a bicycle. Now she looked up, her green eyes the ford, expressionless. Dave looked at that moment in her eyes to find his Lania, believing it to be different from the girl in front of him, she could not make a speech like that, could not leave it that way. Now he spoke without thinking.
"You do not love me, right?"
Lania stopped touching her hair, looking for the answer.
"I do not know if I love you, Dave. Is that ... "
" I love you Lania. "
She did not speak, she stepped back.
"Lania ..."
"No. I do not love you. "
Lania turned, he took her by the arm. She ripped violently from his hand and lost his balance, fell backward and struck his head on the sharp edge of the mantel vivo. His body fell helpless on the floor. Dave ran up to her, not moving. Dave could not speak, even to call it by name. The shock but had no reaction. He stared at her. A broken voice, so different, he found the strength to call the mother of Lania, but Dave does not already knew nothing of what was happening, had in mind only the image of Lania property.
few hours later he found himself seated on a chair in a hospital corridor, a woman coming toward him, he recognized only to the last: it was his mother, approached him.
"David. It is in intensive care. You'll see that everything will be fine. "
'll be fine. The phrase continued to resonate in your head long, light, together with another, stronger and more insistent: what did you do?
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